Monday, March 31

Update on my cancer journey: last week was one of the worst in a long time,but we kind of expected that,  Dr Chang had warned us that "accumulation" of chemo in my system would likely make the side effects worse. It did. Fatigue and nausea were back, along with some other familiar unpleasantries.
It gets frustrating,even in the minor things in life. Here is an example from the "real world." My Galaxy s3 phone has never worked all that well. In the last two years since I have had it, I have carried it back and complained on several occasions, but to no avail. Well guess what? They recalled some models and mine was one of them. I applied and they promptly sent me another phone.

Listen to this, on Saturday I was feeling bad, but the rule was that I had to switch the phones over within 15 days, so we went to the phone store to do the deal. BUT, I was riding with Diane so I did not bother to carry my wallet with id. AND since Diane's name is not on the account, her id was not valid.
I'm not trying to get political here, but we had to go back home and get my id to switch a phone on, but I could have voted for the most powerful leader in the free world without any id. Hmm.

We did learn a valuable lesson from this. If you are married, the two of you are one. Both of your names should be on everything you have.

Anyway, you can call my cell now. It should work just fine.

Wednesday, March 25

Okay, so when it comes to blogging, I am a little weird. Some weeks I post several times. Some weeks I go several days without posting at all. Bottom line; the length of times between posts have little significance to my health.
Today is a great day to post. I am feeling much, much, better. I have a blessed life. And most of all, my wonderful soul mate is having a birthday today. Most of you don't remember preacher Harrell, who used to call one's spouse their "love mate." I agree. Read the description of love in 1 Corinthians, chapter 13 for the definition of love. I particularly like Paul's last and deciding factor when it comes to love. Love never fails. My love my love mate, Diane.

Update: I did take chemo last Monday. We are getting very close to finishing this series. I am feeling some effects, you've heard them all, a bit stronger these days. But I think that I see the light at the end of the tunnel, and I don't think it is that bright light that people see when they are near death. I think that it is the bright light of God's Sonshine!

Look to Him. It is there.

Monday, March 17

Happy St. Patrick Day. St. Patrick taught the Irish that Christ is all that they need. The luck of the Irish is good. The love of Jesus is better! This is chemo day for me. It is going to be a "love of Jesus" day for me. How about for you?

Saturday, March 15

In Shakespeare's "Macbeth" the warning was "Beware the ides of March." Today, the 15th, is that annual date. But today, there really is no reason to beware of this, or any other, day. But the famous writer did make a good point. When I am in the midst of some physical battle like back spasms or chemo side effects, it is difficult not to beware of every day. I pray. I know that God hears. I am assured that all is well through Him. Yet, when I am in the fire, it is hard to see the forest for the trees, as someone once said.

Yet today God has given me a break from the pain. My back spasms are almost non-existent today. It has been almost two weeks since chemo, so that part of my physical life is much better. It seems that I can see God's hand more clearly. So is it me, or is it Him?

Here is my good news for today. No matter how I feel, or what I can or cannot see, God is here with me. He loves me in spite of me. I just need to remember that this entire thing is not about me.
It's all about Him! And I sure am glad. Try thinking about that during this season of Lent.

Thursday, March 13

Health update:
We went to see Dr. West this morning concerning my back issues. He gave me a couple of shots that have already helped. I am thankful for doctors like Thad West and people who pray for them. That would be you. Thank you!