Physically, not much has really changed over these past days. I continue to take pain meds everyday. They are working, so I have minimal pain. My nausea, which has also been with me during this time, is only slightly controlled. My fatigue is considerably worse.
Emotionally, it depends upon what day you ask. One day we insist we want a biopsy. The next day, we decide that the biopsy is not necessary. One day, we want to make sure that this is cancer before we do any chemo. The next day, we are ready to get this thing done, so we are ready for chemo.
Spiritually, when we see "God-things" in our lives, we mostly see them in hindsight.That being said, we look forward to God showing us what He wants us to do. I surely do wish that He would do them in my time, but that's not the way that it works. It's all about Him.
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