I don't get along too well with doing nothing. Admittedly that mindset gets me in a bit of a quandary now and then. But when that happens, God knows how to handle it. He either makes me be still and know that He is God, or he eventually shows me that no matter which way that I move, it isn't working. Some of you may know what I mean.
So what do you do when you are traveling a cancer journey? Am I supposed to be still and do nothing, or am I supposed to do something, even if it is unproductive? I think that I have finally received an answer to that. Over these past months we have explored every avenue of this thing. Pain / no pain. Nausea / no nausea. Cognition / no cognition. As I said, I don't do well with doing nothing, so we have gone through the gamut of options. We have appreciated and listened intently to the advice of those who care enough to share their thoughts with us.
Here is a lesson to be learned. When we got to where we thought was the end of our options, we stopped and waited. We did not give up. We just stopped and waited. It was then that God has directed us back to MD Anderson in Texas. I am sure of it. Everything has been leading up to this. Isn't God something?
So my prayer request that I ask of you is to continue to remember us as we travel, and as God reveals the answers to us - whether we like it or not.
Maybe you do quite well with doing nothing. That's not a bad thing. Or maybe you feel as though you must do something. That's not a bad thing either. Whichever way that you roll, seek God first.
"But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." Matthew 6:33. Try it and let me know how it goes.
After all, It's all about Him!
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